All along I thought that I was changing for the better. But you proved me wrong.

I wasn't changing at all. I'm stuck in this trance of self assurance and pride. Too much and too many assumptions.

Strength is all I need. Help me so I can help myself. I beg of you.

"I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart. What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when... I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall and lose it all, but in the end it doesn't even matter."